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Sharing My Real Self with Others

Be True to YourselfJesus says that “love is a gift” that cannot be expected, demanded or earned and whilst I thought this is a beautiful way to view love, I’m only just starting to become aware of what this really means. Although, I know that I must let go of my erroneous belief about love and feel God’s Truth, that love is a gift, before it will sink deep into my heart. I have realised that it is a gift of my love to share my real self with others who care for me and want to know me, which I have never thought of myself in this way before today, that who I am is a gift. How I came to this realisation was through my prayer to God yesterday morning, I asked God to show me what my biggest fear is and to help me become aware of what was stopping me from actioning my biggest passion. By late afternoon I started to become aware of my biggest fear, which hinders much of my progression.

My biggest fear is being my real self and sharing who I am with others. I can show parts of my real self with those that are closest to me and on my blog (although this is a small portion of the depths of my passions), but on a larger scale I am terrified of sharing who I am, what I love, and what my passions and desires are. A fear that I have also realised that the majority of people have; afraid to be our real self 100% of the time, afraid of being judged, rejected, abandoned or attacked for being who we were created to be. What I have come to learn on my journey is that, because human love is greatly flawed and is not God’s definition of Love, whether we are being our real self or our façade self, we are not going to be loved the way God Loves Her children. So I would rather be my real self and please God, to live in harmony with God’s Love, and to become happier, healthier, and more free, than to live in a façade degrading my soul in order to try and please people that don’t really love me anyway.

Being our real self, who God created us to be, is a gift of love to ourselves and to others

My biggest passion is to teach Divine Truth through my personal experiences, so that it may assist others that are interested in developing a relationship with God and growing their soul in Love. However, I have a fear of public speaking, which I have had as long as I can remember, so this limits me to sharing my passion to those that are close to me or via my blog. Thus, the reason for my prayer to God, to show me what is getting in the way of following my passions, and also to receiving more of God’s Love. I asked God why was I so scared to express myself to large groups of people, which is my fear of sharing my real self, due to not being able to be who I was created to be as a child and I continued this throughout my adult life. I was taught by my home environment and society that I can’t be myself and if I’m not who others want me to be, than I will be dis-approved of, rejected, judged and/or attacked. So I learnt to be my façade self in order to try and lessen, and protect myself from this unloving behaviour.

Growing up in a restrictive and unloving environment has had a major impact on my whole life, including being fearful of expressing, being, and sharing my real self to most people, and especially in front of large groups of people. As a result, I have not embraced my biggest passion, which is not loving to myself as I don’t get to know and discover more of who I am, as well as limiting my growth. Also, this is not loving to others, as I am making it about me and not about sharing how beautiful and extremely beneficial it is to have a relationship with God, and to receive God’s Love. So my intention now is to challenge my fears and feel through them, so that I can feel the underlying causal emotions, which will enable me to be and express my real self more.

When I sincerely put the principals of Divine Truth into practice, they do work and life becomes more joyful, there’s more freedom and a growing confidence to be who God created me to be. One of the many benefits of developing a relationship with God, is that it makes this process so much easier than working through emotional injuries on your own.

God Loves all Her children and She is with us, and helping us every step of the way, even when at times we may feel God is not.

Jennene 💝

~ Padgett Messages – A message from Helen Padgett November 30, 1914.

Relationship With God – The Eternal Benefits

I have just added a new ‘Tab’ in the menu bar at the top, under Loving God’s Way called – Relationship with God – The Eternal Benefits. My resources are from the Divine Truth Website and I find this valuable information that I would like to share. You can click here if you would like to read the benefits of having and developing a relationship with God.

Letting Go Of The Training Wheels

God Reliant

Over the past five months God has been gently and lovingly helping me and teaching me to become God Reliant. It has been my consistent prayer to God to teach me and my desire to let go of my ways that helps me to continue to grow in Love. I am learning that God’s Way is so much easier then my way.

It has been a process for me over time, of which I have discovered: as I come to know God, and feel God’s Love for me, I have begun to trust in God and I can feel my love growing towards our Divine Parent. I feel like a toddler in God’s earth school, starting with a clean slate, beginning to learn about my soul, about life and about God from God Herself, my teacher of Truth. One of the most important things God has taught me, is you will only come to know God and His Universe through your soul, not your mind. So feeling and opening your heart up to love becomes very important.

I have been pondering about coming to know God if there was no one to show me the way. What if I was the first person to live on this earth, I was alone, there was no other person to teach me about God, no books about God, no Bible, then how would I come to know about God? First God would have to desire to be known to me and if God does desire this, I would come to learn that God is a Soul and God communicates to me from His Soul to my soul. Which means I would feel God communicating to me, I would feel God’s Love for me, Love that you will not doubt is the Love of our Divine Parent.

Then I thought, I would also need to have a desire to know who Created me and the environment I am living in, which I could learn by observing the creations in my environment and by the amazing human body and how it functions. I would come to see and feel that God is a God of Love, Abundance, Intelligence and has created everything with precision and purpose. Who is this amazing Soul that Created all of this? I want to know, and its with this desire that God feels me calling and longing to know more, to feel more, to love more, then God responds to my calling and it’s my willingness to be open to learning from my Beautiful, Gentle and Loving Divine Parent that will enable me to become God Reliant. To feel God communicating to me has allowed me to learn from God, which has built my faith, trust and love for God, and I feel this is very important in becoming God Reliant.

Which brings me to explain my transition like a bike with training wheels. The training wheels for me are:

  • Self reliant – doing things my way
  • Holding onto false beliefs
  • Things that I have learnt in life that are in error
  • Things that are not in harmony with God’s Love and Truth

Leaving the training wheels on prevents me from experiencing freedom, growth and a new and better way to travel along my path to God.

God Reliant is letting go of the training wheels and allowing God to show me the way; the way to Pure Love, peace, joy, abundance and the freedom to be who God created me to be.

I remember when we took the training wheels off our children’s bikes, I held them up and ran along side of their bike until they found balance and off they went, with so much joy that the unknown wasn’t that scary, in fact it was better.

Bike with training wheels

So at the moment I’m learning to let go of self reliance, knowing God is there to embrace me and show me the way. A journey along the path with God.

Jennene 💗