Sharing My Real Self with Others

Be True to YourselfJesus says that “love is a gift” that cannot be expected, demanded or earned and whilst I thought this is a beautiful way to view love, I’m only just starting to become aware of what this really means. Although, I know that I must let go of my erroneous belief about love and feel God’s Truth, that love is a gift, before it will sink deep into my heart. I have realised that it is a gift of my love to share my real self with others who care for me and want to know me, which I have never thought of myself in this way before today, that who I am is a gift. How I came to this realisation was through my prayer to God yesterday morning, I asked God to show me what my biggest fear is and to help me become aware of what was stopping me from actioning my biggest passion. By late afternoon I started to become aware of my biggest fear, which hinders much of my progression.

My biggest fear is being my real self and sharing who I am with others. I can show parts of my real self with those that are closest to me and on my blog (although this is a small portion of the depths of my passions), but on a larger scale I am terrified of sharing who I am, what I love, and what my passions and desires are. A fear that I have also realised that the majority of people have; afraid to be our real self 100% of the time, afraid of being judged, rejected, abandoned or attacked for being who we were created to be. What I have come to learn on my journey is that, because human love is greatly flawed and is not God’s definition of Love, whether we are being our real self or our façade self, we are not going to be loved the way God Loves Her children. So I would rather be my real self and please God, to live in harmony with God’s Love, and to become happier, healthier, and more free, than to live in a façade degrading my soul in order to try and please people that don’t really love me anyway.

Being our real self, who God created us to be, is a gift of love to ourselves and to others

My biggest passion is to teach Divine Truth through my personal experiences, so that it may assist others that are interested in developing a relationship with God and growing their soul in Love. However, I have a fear of public speaking, which I have had as long as I can remember, so this limits me to sharing my passion to those that are close to me or via my blog. Thus, the reason for my prayer to God, to show me what is getting in the way of following my passions, and also to receiving more of God’s Love. I asked God why was I so scared to express myself to large groups of people, which is my fear of sharing my real self, due to not being able to be who I was created to be as a child and I continued this throughout my adult life. I was taught by my home environment and society that I can’t be myself and if I’m not who others want me to be, than I will be dis-approved of, rejected, judged and/or attacked. So I learnt to be my façade self in order to try and lessen, and protect myself from this unloving behaviour.

Growing up in a restrictive and unloving environment has had a major impact on my whole life, including being fearful of expressing, being, and sharing my real self to most people, and especially in front of large groups of people. As a result, I have not embraced my biggest passion, which is not loving to myself as I don’t get to know and discover more of who I am, as well as limiting my growth. Also, this is not loving to others, as I am making it about me and not about sharing how beautiful and extremely beneficial it is to have a relationship with God, and to receive God’s Love. So my intention now is to challenge my fears and feel through them, so that I can feel the underlying causal emotions, which will enable me to be, and express my real self more.

When I sincerely put the principals of Divine Truth into practice, they do work and life becomes more joyful, there’s more freedom and a growing confidence to be who God created me to be. One of the many benefits of developing a relationship with God, is that it makes this process so much easier than working through emotional injuries on your own.

God Loves all Her children and She is with us, and helping us every step of the way, even when at times we may feel God is not.

Jennene 💝

~ Padgett Messages – A message from Helen Padgett November 30, 1914.

Developing Faith

Faith in what we cannot see

I have recently been asked by a few people what I do to develop my faith, and what experiences and results have I had whilst developing my faith. So I thought I would do a post to answer these questions for others that may be interested. Developing my faith is something that I am very passionate about, because of the positive benefits I have experienced by having and growing my faith. In order to develop my faith I had to first experiment with whatever it was that I desired to either change in my life, or what I desired to create in my life, and to learn about God’s Truth. This required me to use my will in a positive direction and to take actions that I believed would bring about the changes I desired and to create new things in my life. In the recent Divine Truth Assistance Groups – An Education In Love Series, we were given some homework questions to help bring self awareness about what we are currently doing in our life and how we are using our will. The homework questions below are about developing faith:

  1. What am I currently doing to develop my faith?
  2. What actions are being taken?
  3. What messages am I telling myself?
  4. What intellectual awareness is developing?
  5. What is the current condition of my aspiration to develop my faith?

I really enjoyed doing this homework, because as I pondered over each question, I would reflect back over the past year (my faith was developing before this, but this past year I have become more passionate about developing my faith), and although it has been a challenging year for me, it has also been one where I have felt the closest to God and where I have had many experiences of God’s goodness, Love and His care for me.

I though it would be easier to briefly answer each question individually in dot points, and add some of my experiences I have had as a result of developing my faith. I will also add some links below of Divine Truth seminars/talks about Faith & Prayer.

Q 1. What am I currently doing to develop my faith? & Q 2. What actions are being taken?

  • I pray consistently throughout the day, and I ask God lots of questions about my soul, God’s personality/nature, God’s creations and Laws, and I ask Him to teach me and help me to build my faith. Prayer builds my faith in God, because it’s an open invitation to God that I want Him to be a part of my life. As a result, I have had personal experiences of God in my life, where She shows me Her goodness throughout my day. Such as: when I have prayed to God and then my prayer is answered, or if I have wanted to know something and it is answered, or sometimes I will just be feeling a desire that I have, and God will open the right doors for me and my desire comes to fruition. I may not see God, but I do see Her goodness and sometimes I feel God’s Love. Receiving God’s Love has been a big influence on my desire to develop my faith, because I knew for sure that God is real.
  • I experiment with what I am learning about God, because this brings personal experiences, which helps build my faith in God, faith in myself, and it also builds my trust in God.
  • I print up verses about God and His goodness and I place them around my home so that I’m constantly reminded about God’s Love and care for all His children. These verses could be something that God has communicated to me through feelings or Bible verses that talk about God’s goodness and Love or Divine Truth teachings.
  • I listen to Divine Truth teachings everyday (these teachings led me to developing my relationship with God, which is where my faith began to grow), I read the Padgett Messages, and I also recommend reading Through The Mists Trilogy by Robert James Lees – Amazing! – Love these books.
  • I have put a playlist together on a CD of uplifting meaningful songs or songs about God. Some of the songs that Jesus plays in the breaks at the Assistance Groups I have bought off iTunes and they are also on my playlist. A song that Mary posted on her blog is “Brave,” love this song, it has really helped me to open up more, to be brave and to speak the truth. Another song that I have just come across (my new favourite) is “Live in the Wonderful,” sung by Lakewood Church.
  • I use my will in a positive direction and take action way more than I have done so before, this is because I see the positive results in doing this, which grows my faith in God and myself. I challenge my fear more and I have discovered the fear of doing something is never as bad as what I thought it was going to be and in fact it has been a very positive outcome for me, another faith builder.

Q 3. What messages am I telling myself?

  • I have had a lot of false beliefs to feel through and release (and have many more yet to feel or even be aware of), in order to accept and feel God’s Truth, so this is an area that I am constantly working on. Initially, when my husband and I first separated a year ago, I was surprised at how harsh I was towards myself, I had low self-esteem and self-worth, which I soon became aware of the negative messages I was telling myself. God is an amazing counsellor Who was with me and guiding me every step of the way, God was my light out of the darkness I was in, helping me to become aware of the false beliefs and error that was in my soul. I began to learn from God that my way is not God’s Way, and my thoughts about myself and about love were not in harmony with God’s.
  • So the messages that I tell myself now are more positive about myself, which is building my self-esteem and self-worth (but this is also as a result of releasing false beliefs and error from my soul). I also tell myself the Truth about God and what I’m learning about God, such as: God is good, God is faithful, God’s Love is the most powerful force in the universe, God’s Love never fails, never gives up, never runs out on me, all things are possible with God, God restores my soul and makes all things new, God Loves me and cares about me…(I have written many pages in my journal about how good God is, as well as listening to CD’s in my car, so that I am constantly filling my soul with Truth).

All these points that I have listed contribute to developing and growing my faith in God, His Love and Truth, as well as developing faith in myself, and faith in a more pure way of living and loving.

Q 4. What intellectual awareness is developing?

  • How amazing God is, although this is more than intellectual for me now, as I am starting to feel that God is amazing
  • My faith is growing and getting stronger
  • With God all things are possible
  • Faith in my own ability to heal, to change, and to become more loving
  • Faith that I will one day be at-one with God

Q 5. What is the current condition of my aspiration to develop my faith?

  • My aspiration to develop my faith is high, which has inspired me to develop this aspiration in other areas for my soul’s growth.

One important point that I have learnt for my faith to grow, is that it wasn’t enough to just hear about faith, I needed to experience it for myself, which meant that I needed to use my will and take action with what I was learning.

I hope this may assist those that are interested in developing their faith and if anyone has anymore questions I am happy to answer them or direct you to where you can find more information.

Love Jennene 💗

“With God all things are possible”
~ Matthew 19:26, NIV

These links below are from the Divine Truth YouTube Channel about Faith & Prayer:

Relationship with God – Faith Part 1

Relationship with God – Faith Part 2

This series on Faith & Prayer has 4 Sessions, with 2 Parts to each session. Once you click on this link, there is a menu to the right, which has the rest of the sessions there.
Relationship with God – Faith & Prayer Session 1 Part 1

Padgett Messages – A Message From Solomon on April 20, 1916 – What are the greatest truths in all the world?

Padgett Messages – A Message From Solomon on April 20, 1916 – A Discussion about Solomon’s Message on Prayer & Faith with Jesus & Mary, Part 1

Padgett Messages – A Message From Solomon on April 20, 1916 – A Discussion about Solomon’s Message on Prayer & Faith with Jesus & Mary, Part 2

Short Clip (5.22 mins) of Jesus discussing Faith, Trust, Hope, and Knowing on March 15, 2008

Developing My Will to Love

Hi Everyone,

It’s been a long time since I last wrote and there has been many changes in that time, which I may talk about some of them in future posts or I have been feeling that I may start recording as it will be less time consuming and I will be able to discuss topics in more detail. I have decided to write again because I have had some people in my life opening up, desiring to know the truth and wanting to heal themselves and their life, which has led to lots of discussions about the very topic I am so passionate about. So I thought it would be loving to start sharing again so that it may benefit others as it has benefited me greatly. One of the changes in my life I will briefly share now, but it is personal and I am still emotionally working through many layers of injuries, fears and false beliefs in order to heal and grow in love.

My husband Jason and I separated a year ago, after being together for 26 years and married for 22 years. The first 10 months of being separated has been extremely sad and painful for me to work through, due to the amount of emotional injuries in my soul and what I believed a man that loved me would do for me, as well as not being with my husband and possibly my soulmate. Over the past year I have begun to learn more about myself, some of what my true passions and desires are, about how to have a loving relationship from God’s prospective, the importance of my will and using my will to love, and addressing issues in my life without delay. Honestly, I don’t know how I would have gotten through the past year without God’s Love and guidance,  Jesus and Mary’s teachings, along with the love from my family and friends, and using my will each day to keep moving in a positive direction. I love you all and I am forever grateful for your love.

“God’s Love never fails, never gives up”

The past year has also opened many new doors for me, which I am really excited about (joy is coming). I have started my first year at University, I never would have thought I would go to Uni, but I am enjoying what I’m learning, although I don’t really like doing essays, as it takes my time away from doing other things that I am more passionate about. I am doing English and Creative Writing, Australian History and Aboriginal Studies, with a desire to one day write children’s educational books about love and when I learn more about love myself. Which leads me to my favourite subject to talk about, it is what lights up my soul, when I’m not letting fear dominate my life.

Assistance Group 1 - Developing My Will to Love, 2016

Assistance Group 1 – Developing My Will to Love, 2016

I have had an amazing opportunity to attend an Assistance Group this year in Noosaville Queensland, Australia, called Developing My Will to Love, an Education in Love Series, which was organised by Jesus and Mary, and presented by Jesus. Designed to help us understand God’s gift of free will to us, and how to use our will in a loving, positive direction. In addition, we learnt that God’s definition of Love is different to the worlds definition of love and in order to receive an education in love, we need to seek the highest source of love to teach us, which is God. Truly valuable information for anyone desiring to heal their soul, to learn about real love, and to develop their relationship with God. I have added the Assistance Group 1 – 2016 link below for those that are interested in watching, there is also Assistance Group 2, which is really good as well. Thank you Jesus and Mary for your love, truth, patience and care for us all.

“Love & Truth go hand in hand, and they cannot be separated” ~ Jesus

Assistance Group 1 – Developing My Will to Love, 2016

Love Jennene

What We’ve Been Up To

Hi everyone,

Over the past five months my family and I have had some wonderful opportunities to travel to different parts of Australia and explore some amazing places (I will post some photos soon of the beautiful places we have visited), with new experiences and lots of learning – not only about my environment, but also about myself and about love. Travelling to new places and being out of my comfort zone was a great way to learn more about myself and how I react/respond to new experiences and also what areas in my life need healing that I wasn’t aware of before.

TasmaniaIn between travelling I completed my first eight week mixed media art classes, which was inspiring, challenging and fun. My daughter started her senior years in high school and my son started Uni – a busy time with lots of new experiences and learning for us all, so I haven’t had time to write nor have I felt like writing publicly as I have been working through many things throughout my travels.

For the readers that are also following my food blog Healthy ~ Inspire ~ Love, I will be adding my favourite food travels and some new recipes in the coming months.

Quinoa Salad

One other exciting opportunity was to attend an inspiring two hour talk on Wednesday night at Newcastle given by Chris Buck the Director and Creator of Disney’s movie Frozen. Chris talked about his journey from the beginning to where he is now and the process of creating Frozen, which took four years to complete. On Thursday I attended The Art of Story Masterclass with Chris Buck, which he spoke more about what is involved with creating Frozen – I was amazed at the amount of work and different areas of creativity that goes into making an animated movie. It was so inspiring to see the beginning sketches, ideas, and changes and then to see it in completion – incredible and magical. Amazing what we can do when we put our loving passions and desires into action.

Chris Buck

Hope you have all had some wonderful opportunities and new experiences in the New Year.

With much love to all,


Learning About Love

Rock Love Heart

Love heart shaped rock on a rock platform at the beach – Love is all around us if we open our hearts to learning.

I believe that learning about real love and coming to truly know ourself is imperative for any positive changes to take place in our lives and in the world.

Below are some of the questions I desire to learn more about from God, and the playground/universe God has created for us to learn about ourselves, about love, and about God if we choose to.

I will add more questions as they arise. * Updated 15-11-14, to include more topics for learning.


* What does real love feel like?
* What does real love look like?
* How does real love act?

Other areas I desire to learn more about:

* Learning about God’s Love
* Learning about God’s Laws
* Learning about God’s Personality & Qualities
* Learning about humility
* Learning about my soul and who God created me to be
* Strengthening my will to love – putting love into action
* How to really love and care for myself
* Changing my daily life to one that supports my growth in love and my love for others
* Loving relationships – removing addictions in a relationship
* Becoming a loving healthy being without being co-dependent on others
* Repentance and forgiveness
* Loving passions, desires and being creative
* Using my will and putting into practise being truthful and desiring truth always
* Trust and faith
* How love changes the condition of our world – Learning how real love removes suffering in the world

I also love learning from two amazing teachers – AJ and Mary – that share a wealth of information about God, love, the human soul, and God’s Universe. I am truly grateful for these truths that are so freely shared and I can put these teachings into practice to be able to learn, discover and experience these truths for myself.

I also love learning from God when my heart is open to feeling God communicating to me. My desire is to one day be able to feel God communicating to me always and to always feel God’s Love; for this to happen I need to have a desire to sincerely want to know the truth about my true soul condition, and then have a sincere desire to want to heal my soul, I also need to have a strong will to grow and prayer to receive God’s Love. I am learning that the worlds definition of love is different to God’s definition of Love, and since my desire is to grow my soul in Love, I feel it’s important to educate myself about what real love is.


Some helpful information below about Understanding Self from the Divine Truth Website.

Understanding Self – Introduction

Observations Regarding Stagnation:

Those who are stagnant do not:
… really understand themselves
… really understand or even want to know God
… really want to come face to face with the truth about themselves

Those who are stagnant do:
… want to ignore their own true condition
… want to ignore God
… want to ignore feeling and experiencing their own painful emotions
… want to ignore the damage they do to others by their own choices
… want to ignore what God created them to be

Importance of Understanding Self & how you were made
Without understanding yourself you cannot grow and change
Without understanding how you were made you cannot engage the real process of growth         We must understand we are a soul, and how that soul functions

Introduction To The Three Selves

The ‘three selves’ are:
The undamaged self God created
The damaged or hurt self that your environment and you created
The façade self your environment and you created to avoid the other two selves

We are talking about the ‘three selves’ from an emotional, soul based perspective
It is a single self, fragmented by the denial of the real, denial of the hurt, and the preferred creation of the façade

What Is My Real Self?

My real self:
The personality of my real self is created by God
The expression of my real self is controlled by myself alone
The development of my real self is controlled by myself
My real self has the ability to grow and change
At my conception my real self has not been hurt, and did not play facades
We can call my real self “God’s Child”

My real emotional self:
Is sensitive, aware, perceptive and insightful
Is expressive, animated, communicative, open and unrestrained
Is honest, truthful, sincere, frank, candid, blunt and transparent
Is adventurous, courageous, daring, bold, creative, brave and audacious
Is curious, inquisitive, questioning, probing, searching and enquiring
Is emotional, feeling and sensing
Can develop to become wise, intelligent, clever, gifted and logical
Can develop to become sensible, practical, responsible, accountable, dependable and rational
Can develop to become loving, caring, kind, gentle, considerate and compassionate

My real self lacks development for the following main reasons:
Others created damage or hurt to my real self at a very young age (conception onwards)
Others attempted to force me into a façade to suit them at a young age which further damaged my real self (conception onwards)
I continued to damage and hurt myself through my choices as I used my will
I continued to develop the façade to meet my own or others expectations as I used my own will
Consequently, my real self remains undeveloped, untrained, and remains potential only
We can call my real self my “Unknown Potential Self” to help us identify

What Is My Hurt Self?

My hurt self is:
Created by other people harming me (from conception onwards)
It is injured further by my harming myself or others through my choices                                         Is stagnant at the age the damage or harm was created
Contains most my own inner causal emotional pain and suffering
We can call my hurt self my “Hurt Child” to help us identify

My hurt emotional self:
Is pained, hurt, aggrieved, wounded, injured, upset, and distressed
Is timid, nervous, shy, fearful, hesitant, apprehensive, cautious and concerned
Is fragmented, disjointed, uneven, suppressed, dormant, undeveloped, concealed, embryonic   Is humiliated, shamed, embarrassed, disgraced, unfavoured, and self-conscious
Is rejected, discarded, unwanted, and unneeded by others
Is angry, rebellious, self-absorbed, self-centred, and lacks awareness of surroundings

My hurt self (hurt child) lacks development for the following main reasons:
Each hurt is ‘frozen’ at the age the hurt occurred no matter who caused the hurt
Each hurt, while it remains, prevents God’s Truth from entering on the same subject
Each hurt, while it remains, prevents my ability to feel and experience love as an emotion     Each hurt, while it remains, defines my understanding of truth and love
Each hurt is locked up inside, & cannot be released without sincere emotional expression
Unless the hurt self is felt emotionally, the hurt self cannot grow emotionally
Consequently, my hurt self remains young, childish, immature, contained & restricted

What Is My Façade Self?

My façade self is:
Is created in childhood by other people wanting me to be different to my real self (conception onwards)
Is further developed by my purposeful desire to ignore my real and hurt selves
Is often very ‘adult’ in nature, since adults or myself as an adult developed the façade
Contains all of my mechanisms for coping, managing and controlling my life
Has been formulated so that others firstly, and then I could avoid feeling pain or my real self
We can call my façade self my “Adult Façade” to help us identify

My façade emotional self:
Loves addiction, compulsion, obsession, urges, cravings, fixation and mania
Loves bullying, force, harassment, oppression, repression, coercion and manipulation           Loves abuse, cruelty, nastiness, meanness, brutality, viciousness and unkindness
Loves resistance, conflict, confrontation, disagreement, quarrel and squabbling
Loves arrogance, condescension, superiority, conceit, disdain, pride and egotism
Is insensitive, unaware, lacks perception or insight
Is un-expressive or false in its expression, pretending and made up
Is unanimated or false in its animation, lethargic or forced vibrancy
Is closed, reserved, controlled, forced, guarded and untrusting
Is dishonest, untruthful, insincere, lacks frankness, opaque and is not candid
Is prying, interfering, snooping, nosy, meddling, intrusive, invasive and pushy
Is unemotional or falsely emotional, unfeeling, unwise, dumb, stupid, and illogical
Is fixed, immovable, predetermined and rigid
Is apathetic, lazy, disinterested, uninvolved, bored and unconcerned
Is unwise, imprudent, thoughtless, irrational, reckless, irresponsible and careless                           Is selfish, self-absorbed, self-centred, narcissistic and vain

My façade self lacks development for the following main reasons:
The façade is a figment of our or someone else’s creation and imagination
The façade is denying the real emotions of the real and hurt selves
The façade is managing or controlling the direction of growth & awareness
The façade has no interest in true soul based progression of the real or hurt self
The façade is an imitation adult, a baby or a fiction in adults clothing


To progress towards God and ourselves we must engage the following sequence:
Remove the façade self
Educate, feel and experience the hurt self
Develop, educate, feel, and experience the real self’s qualities, attributes and personality
Develop a desire in the real self to receive God’s Love and Truth
Develop a desire in the real self to be loving and truthful with others

The most difficult process is to remove the façade self because:
The façade self has the most resistance to love and truth
The façade self wants to retain itself
The façade self wishes to avoid all painful emotion
The façade self is angry and resentful towards God


We must understand ourselves to progress
This is a part of our using our will to educate ourselves about love
This requires a personal effort on our own behalf

We must experience the emotions associated with each part of ourselves
The façade self
The hurt self
And the real self

What a beautiful artist God is

What a beautiful artist God is – a small part of the loving playground God has created for us learn & discover.